I got another one

What is up with people who say “he’s so stupid, he deserved what he got” or “it’s her fault, because she’s weak”?
These may be character flaws, but they’re probably not hurting anyone but themselves.
Think about that – they are already hurting themselves.
So why would you wish death and pain and suffering on someone… for being naive?
There are certainly worse things to be, like mean spirited and revolting.
Gee, that’s a pretty big character flaw…

I don’t wanna deal with anything

I’ve done two performances today and I’m feeling completely over it.
Yeah, I’m very tired, and I’ll probably feel better by next performance.
But once I get an idea in my head I kind of stick stubbornly to it for a while…
Theres just so many things that I can’t control, and sometimes how I feel is one them.
I’m scared of myself, I don’t want to be frustrated and I don’t want other people to see that.
And I’m scared that some little thing might trigger some sort of anxiety or depression – I might not be writing this now if someone didn’t do this or I didn’t do that.
At the moment I feel… I don’t know if I can handle this, if I want to be in another musical, if I will like studying or the people I have to be around.
I remember feeling a little like this at times during rehearsals but didn’t drop out because responsibility, and I guess I’m glad I didn’t.
But I’m just filled with so much ‘DO NOT WANT’ and most of the time too.

In short, I am Grumpy Cat.