I was feeling resolved the other day because I realised no matter what happens next I would be content.
Whether my contract at work gets extended or not.
If not, whoo, menstruation and hair dye all around! If yes, whoo, money (and the satisfaction of having a job I like and am relatively good at)!
But if someone were to ask me what I want…
Well, I want what’s best for me.
I can’t tell you what that is, I don’t know.
And then I thought, if I can work and study (for my license, mostly) without stressing out then that’s great, that has to be the best option… But I’m not sure if I can, so if someone asked me if I wanted to keep working, and I said yes, it’d be like oh but I might end up quitting anyway because reasons.

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